2007-12-10
Home Scared
I am scared to go in my own house alone. Usually I end up going to Mom's store because I don't want to go home. I pull into the driveway and sit, trying to will myself to go in, even if it is daylight outside. If it is nighttime and the porch lights aren't on, I'm absolutely petrified, even if I know someone is already in the house. I haven't stayed more than ten minutes by myself at home, and even then I make sure I lock all the doors when I go into a room and have everything I need on my body. My phone is out, ready to call if I need to. More than once I've pulled into my driveway, then pulled right out because I couldn't go inside alone. I hope the fear goes away before break.
unchallenged at 6:58 p.m.